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So I decided that I would pass the time waiting for my driving instructor by blogging. My mood currently could be better, but it's definately getting there. The amount of greenery outside is definately a huge change, I'm baffled everytime I walk into this new vast suburban jungle. I've felt majorly disconnected from my body as of late, I don't think of it as a bad thing.

You know that feeling when you are about to do an action or you're just sitting there and you become so aware of your exsistance? Well that keeps happening to me. A couple of days ago it lasted for about fifteen seconds (which is a lot longer than it sounds). I saw myself from an objective veiw! I kind of understand how other people feel about my presence now. I'm REALLY tall.

I've been really wrapped up into trying to be good looking. It's made me really vain, I don't like it. I loved being ugly and goofy.
... That's a lie, I'm really glad I grew into my limbs and my face. Every few seconds I get swept with this terrible stinging feeling in my stomach.

Prom is coming up this saturday, I've noticed that I've become a really obnoxious vegetarian. I'm even doing it here, I just want everyone to know. You'd think it was some sort of achievement! I can't keep my mind on one thing, it's racing around like a hampster on a wheel. I guess this is life welcoming me with a slap in the face.