This weekend was such an effective weekend.
That's the word, effective, very robotic.
That's how my life has been for the past well I can't count. When I get into this mood it seems timeless. I'm traveling in limbo.
I'm seventeen now. What does that mean? I never understood how we determined a year. Isn't it weird how everones mind creates these invisible things and treats them like they exsist. Like state lines and laws and countries and the name of dinosaurs. Why do the dinosaur's have to have those long ass confusing names.
Scientists are pretentious.
I had a lot of moments with nature, and I finished my homework. Tomorrow is easter, my family is having a family birthday party for me.
I've become way to trusting lately, I want to be okay with the fact that the majority of my life is spent alone. I love being surrounded by people though.
I saw an Ox, a Cow, a Cat, a Goose, a Goat, a Dog, and a Fish today. I hope my days start getting better. I've smoked every single day this week. That's probably why I'm so unhappy.
I've changed, and it's a change for the worst, I want me back.
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