My Persona

Lately, I've really wanted to express who i am as a person. I'm sick of that phrase "you are who you associate with." I want to get to know Brandon Sills a lot more. So far i have discovered that i love my sexuality. I love wearing bright fabulous clothing and being "trendy." Just because I'm becoming more of a steriotypical gay guy doesn't mean I'm trying to be something I'm not. I used to think that being part of something made me less of an individual, but isn't everyone looking for something bugger than themselves? And if it makes me blissful then why shouldn't I keep at it.

So I made the play, (as a minor role) and I was really happy about it. The production doesn't look too promising to me therefore i'd much rather not be remembered by this play. I also am really excited to work with the cast, I love drama kids so much.

In my Algebra 2 class, there is a large amount of sophomores. Overall they disgust me. They are constantly calling one another "Gay" and "Fag" and they tell one another that they're having relations with one anothers dead grandmothers. The direction in which this generation is going really terrifies me. Most of them are extremely closed minded and can't even make there own opinions without the consent of their more popular peers. It's like there is one universal mind that thinks and makes opinions for all of these immature children.

When i hear people use words like Gay and other derogatory remarks, I do get offended. I'm terrified of confrontation, which makes it hard to speak my mind. But it really does hurt me, whenever i hear one of those words used in a negative sense it's like getting stabbed in the stomach. What caused Homosexuality to be such a negative thing? Although it does offend me, I can let it go, I really hope being a bigger person works out for me.

I can't wait until college, to step onto that college campus. Although I'm going to have to wait a year and a half, I can't help but look foreward too it. I can't wait to walk into a class where everyone cares about what they're learning. The new experiences! Just thinking about it makes me happy. I guess overall, I'm a happy kid. I wouldn't want to be that cliche depressed high school kid. I'm excited to live and everyday i wake up a new revitalized person.