Blame

So apparently my stepmoms concerta bottle went missing, well that sucks. What sucks even more is that I'm being blamed for it completely. Obviously I'm not the greatest kid and obviously I've done things that could make people mistrust me, but if I were to steal a bottle of pills that are still in use everyday thinking I wouldn't be caught, then I would rightfully deserve the name stupid. You know that feeling that anything you say or do won't be listened to or even taken into account, well that's exactly how i feel. It's the worst feeling that I've ever felt. I guess I'll just have to deal with this blame until it shows up or until they finally decide that i've been so adament about the fact that I didn't steal it, that I actually didn't steal it. It really sucks to know that even your own parents can't trust you. Well I guess I'll have to see how it plays out, and I only have one and a half more years in Sterling.

All of my finals are done and although I should be happy I just can't stop this feeling of annoyance and the fact that I just want to leave. At this point in my life I only have to wearable pairs of pants, I really want some more. Also, a new coat, that'd be awesome.

I feel trapped recently, it's probably just because of today. I'll have to be like Annie and just be optimistic. A lot worse could happen, I mean I could be stuck in the jungle with no food or water. I guess I'll have to keep thinking of that.