HIT ME

Over the weekend I went to Boston and stayed with Jeff at his dorm. It made me realize how much I need college!!!
Any more of this high school and I'm gonna die.

Lately I have felt more independent. I really enjoy doing things on my own like taking the train and just making important choices. I am one foot out the door and it has never felt so good.
As of late I have become a little bit self obsessed, I mean it's not too bad but it's kind of annoying. I like to dress up, I like to try and look good, is that bad? You know, it's not that annoying I'm just really self aware. I'm babbling.

We watched The Labotomist in my Psychology class. Overall it was terrifying, to think that we used to do things like dislodge peoples frontal lobes.
I'm sitting here watching the Gilmore Girls, I love this show.

I want to live in Boston so bad, I need to re take the SATs. I have so much shit to do and so little time to do it! These next couple of months are going to be the most stressful ones of my life. I just want to get into college.

My Contemporary Problems class might be the death of me, I don't mean to sound rude but I really can't stand AE kids and it is an AE AF class.
The Gilmore Girls reminds me of how much I love weird quirky relationships.

I need to find myself a soulmate, cliche right? Whatever, I know we are all looking for someone but I guess I'm just part of the norm.
Ah, mood status update; well as of now I feel strangely wired and really annoyed. I don't know why but things have been annoying me today, like the smallest things.

Right now I want to do nothing more than sleep forever, I love dreaming, I love Kid Cudi.

I've been really sore all day, I think it's from dranking on Saturday night. I really can't wait for college (unless you didn't know).
I am going to shave the side of my hair. Like not all of it and not the bangs, just like part of the side. I need change, something different. Maybe I'll shave my face off, or rip it off. You know when you want to rip your face off?

Lately I've been breaking out lately, I hate it more than anything in the world. It just really grosses me out.

Hospitals are so weird, the way they depict them on television is so strange. In reality, it's so much more white, hospitals are forever dreamlands. They're so cloudy, so strange. The last time I went to the hospital (for myself) I was really stoned it was April 20th 2008. LAWL

I need to be slapped! Slap me back to my senses!!
Alright, I'm done here.