You know I'm no good.

I hate when people think that I'm interested in them. Freshman year I was into some dumb jock boy and he found out about it... and I OBVIOUSLY got over it, but I still feel this awkward tension whenever I see him. Like he still thinks I like him. It's weird, people need to get over themselves, I'm actually really good at getting over people, it takes me like two or three days and then I realize that they aren't into me. And I get over it! Easy as that.

I worked for like 11 hours today, it was so great, I was surrounded by people that I love and I got such great sun! I'm so much more tan!
So I had a really great friendship that's on the brink of collapse. I don't know what to do about it, I guess there isn't anything because I did nothing wrong. I don't even know if it will be saved, can it be salvaged?

Anyways, I don't even believe summer is here yet, I'm still so stressed and I still keep thinking I have finals to study for. I'm so excited to take AP art next year, I think it will be really good for me, to be pushed to the limit. And it will help get me into a good college.

I used to get so confused between "college" and "collage" just like I get so mixed up with Rhode Island and New Hampshire! They're like the same place.
I just feel so weird right now, my mood status is weird, and kinda hurt. Really hurt, and kinda pissed, really pissed. That's a lie, I'm not that hurt or pissed, I just am not gonna let any of this get to me, summer came at a perfect time. I'm working so much! SO MUCH MONEY!!

I'm not interested in anyone right now, it feels kinda good, I'm so sick of dissapointment!!! Whatever, why does everyone think they can't be happy without a significant other, I'm plenty happy with all the friends I have.
ALSO, I MISSED LAKE CAMP AND MY WONDER TWIN SO MUCH!!