My life has literally been swamped by drama and homework and exhaustion. I hope people missed my posts cause I certainly missed posting them. We made it to semi finals in drama, although we didn't make it any further I'm glad it's over.
I've realized why I've been so whiny lately about not dating. I've come to the realization that I don't want just anyone, I want my other half. I want someone that gets me completely and therefore I am picky. I guess I'd be willing to wait a really long time.
A couple days ago I dealt with this sensation in which I could hardly hear. It was truely bizzare and REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING. I'm glad I got my hearing back, I was about to rip my ears off.
I'm not failing chemistry which was a huge suprise. Also I'm getting and A- in M Worthy's class. I love her so much, she's one of my favorite teachers.
I saw this play on saturday called "Dog Sees God". It was Charlie Brown and all the kids were teenagers. It made me realize how much I hate high school kids. (Well most high school kids). Sometimes I have moments where I forget I'm actually a person or I'm actually in high school and I feel so serene. Most of the time it's after a great class with interesting people, then I go out into the hallway and hear kids yelling things like "fag" or "retarted". I immediatly remember where the hell I am. Lately I have been trying to fit in a bit to much, I almost forgot who I am.
Why am I a part of this generation? It doesn't make any sense to me...
I did miss your posts C:
ReplyDeleteAnd I wish I had seen the comp play but I was inconveniently sick on both public showing days. rawr.