This has been one of the best weekends of my life. I love surrounding myself with friends and just having fun more than anything in the world.
It really made me realize how great my friends are.
I really under appreciate my friends. They deserve so much more credit than they get. Constantly being there for me, all of our inside jokes, putting up with how annoying I can be sometimes. I really need to stop thinking about how many friends that I want and focus on all the great friends that I have.

When I was younger, I used to think that I was such a punk ass kid. I used to listen to Avril Lavigne and skate board and never wear my coat out to recess.
It was actually hilarious, I wonder what those poor teachers thought of me.

Pastel colors are my favorite colors.
Whenever I paint those are the only colors that I use. Most of the time it doesn't work out for me but I just love them so much. I think it's because I like soft things, I don't enjoy things or people that are too aggresive. Okay that's a lie, most of my friends are aggresive...

I've completely gotten over sexual frustration. I don't even care that much anymore, I'm really glad that I'm a virgin. Ohh what a weird thing to bring up.
Why is it embarrassing to be a virgin? Is it? I don't think it is. I don't think it's a bad thing not to be a virgin either. I'm just glad I'm not dying for relations.

My dreams have been extremely unsettling lately. I think it's because I've been changing lately. Not in a good or bad way, just changing. If i had to choose though, I'd say it's for the better. I'm so much more sociable, just talk to me! That's what I'm constantly thinking. I don't get that feeling like "I want to talk to someone but I don't really know them." I just love meeting people. Even if I end up hating them, (which would be extremely unlikely) I would like to give everyone a try.

You know when you see someone from school or work that you're hardly aquainted with outside of school or work and you just pretend you don't see them?
Or when it's you and one other person that you never talk to and that moment is not going to change anything?
Well I'm going to start being the person who waves first, or who talks first. I think in the end it'll make me a better judge of character, and over all, less afraid of confrentation.

I love goals. They make everything easier, I've got a couple recently. I don't know where to start though.