As of late I can't think of anything but the future. I feel like I've done everything I could do in this point in my life and now all I can do is wait. I don't mind the wait, it would be better if I were done applying to college..

At the beginning of the winter I thought that I actually missed winter... I was terribly wrong. I hate being cold all the time and I hate being sick all the time.
All I want to do lately is create, I have started oil painting and it has become one of my favorite things to do. I feel like as I'm getting older art is becoming more important to me.

Winter also brings about less sunlight, and I miss the sunlight I also miss being barefoot.
My eighteenth birthday is so soon! Also, I am going on a cruise in March, I am so excited! I love boats and I LOVE the tropics. I haven't seen a palm tree in so long. I'm really glad I received a nice camera for Christmas because I'm going to take a billion pictures! I am also going to bring all my art supplies down; I'll make Ms. Fusco proud.

Kill Bill is one of the best films ever created. When I watch a film like that I get so inspired, I wish I had a video camera I would film mad movies.

Lately I have been obsessed with Biggie, he had such a soul. I love when you can see the soul in a person. A lot of my generation is soul less which is so sad.
I can't take high school kids anymore, well the younger ones.

My dad is coming back from Europe today, I haven't seen him in two weeks! It's weird when he's gone, he goes on business trips a lot.

My head is pounding, again I hate being sick. I feel like there is someone beating on my head with a drum stick.
This weekend I have become so much more aware of the influence of commercials. You know when you see someone on TV doing something like taking Advil or putting on chapstick and you immediately feel the need to do the same thing?

I don't have that much to talk about today..
I really want to become a ninja. lol